You shared that small space with me! You were in my mother with me! You let me lay my head on Your shoulder! You were the first one to hold me and let me curl my tiny fingers around Yours!
You gave me dark brown eyes and curly hair. You gave me my mother's smile and my father's lips. You gave me long legs and told me to be tall! You touched my hands and blessed them so that one day I would do as You said in Isaiah 50:4, that "The Lord God gives me the right words to encourage the weary. Each day He awakens me eager to learn His teaching." (CEV)
You smiled at me. You told me You loved me. You nurtured me, and put something so holy into my heart that I knew, even when I wanted to die because I felt so unloved, that there was hope. You always stopped me from making a big mistake.
Is deja vu real? Did You show me my life before I was born? Did You show me heaven? Is it all my imagination when I start thinking about how You placed me at a certain spot at a certain time and changed my life? I don't think so.
When You said You would never leave nor forsake me, You meant that from the moment I was conceived, didn't You? It wasn't words of encouragement only for when I was an adult and going through hardship! No! It was during those sweet moments of sheer bliss when I got a home run or won the race, or heard my baby's heartbeat within me. You were there when I passed my summer school classes and when I graduated, and when I could have died in a car accident. You shielded me from a much greater harm! You called Your angels to spread their wings around me and to turn my body just right so that I didn't break my neck. It was You walking beside me when I was going home after dark keeping me safe. It was You who made me courageous when I wanted to hide! It was You who mended my broken heart time after time, and it was YOU who gave me a heart to forgive! You, Jesus, only You!
You brought laughter into my life and showed me how good it feels! You brought people who are fun and funny to me to be friends with so that I could have joy in my heart and smile and laugh, because a merry heart is good medicine!
Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! I love You so much!
© dft
"Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness..." Genesis 1:26
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations.” Jeremiah 1:5
"A merry heart does good, like medicine, But a broken spirit dries the bones." Proverbs 17:22
"Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness..." Genesis 1:26
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations.” Jeremiah 1:5
"A merry heart does good, like medicine, But a broken spirit dries the bones." Proverbs 17:22
